"I have waited hours for this, made myself so sick"

As Helen just reminded me I have an hour and 20 mins left of being a teenager so I will make this quick because I have to go and be silly and whatnot.

Anyway being 19 has been great, since last march I have done loads of cool stuff, I had a wkd birthday in Cornwall last year with ol Ben, Dave and Rhiannon. Traveling was excellent for 3 months and then uni has been brilliant so far. Basically being 19 has been cool but I hope 20 will be even better, everyone gets worried that your getting old, but I have never really looked at it like that.

Anyway, I gotta tidy my room so I can somehow fit in Ben and Dave.

damn "the lovecats" is a darn good tune

oh a new game to play, ok right, basically for each letter of the alphabet you have to have a favourite thing, so by the end you have a list of your favourite 26 things, it is normally better if you are into music because bands seem to take a lot of letters,
for instance I had a conundrum on "d" as I had to pick Death Cab over Departure, and "s" I had to pick singing over soulvendor, so unfortunately I can sing in soulvendor but cannot listen to the output (probably better that way :))

anyway if you understand the game then feel free to play it!

For the ones I have loved

Ok so it's 1 o'clock and I am trying to get rid of hiccups because I have drunk too much wine and I'm stuck with the annoying drunken disease of them. Anyway I have tried drinking water backwards, I have tried holding my breath, I have tried listening to kings of Leon :), so I remembered that izzy always told me to rub my chest when I wanted to burp. So I suddenly thought how people still continue to have an effect on your life even if they are not in it anymore, now obviously Izzy had a much bigger effect than simply telling me how to burp but you always remember the little things.

what's my point?

not a big point because I am a little tipsy, but my point is everyone has an effect however big or small and sometimes the ones that have biggest effect leave you before you quite understand the impact and this isn't just about Izzy... Joyce.



how I miss the effect of the ones I love.