Few Things
I realised yesterday that I had only been at uni for 2 weeks, the last two weeks have felt like a lifetime, my grandma died which made everything pass by slowly and exams added to that feeling. I still have three exams left, finish on wednesday which is gunna be a relief. Last term whizzed by, i assume the pace will pick up soon.
Interesting how time even though it is (in the main) constant seems to pass by so differently depending on what we are doing, journeys down to the south of France used to fly by, whereas the journey back felt like agesss! how Jonny Screwdriver seems to take for ever to play, yet level 9 (a longer song) is over in an instant.
I have never been great at getting to sleep, my brother falls asleep as soon as his head hits the pillow, when i was younger it used to amaze me the idea that on christmas eve he would go to bed and straight away in his mind it would be christmas day (the whole idea that when u go to sleep the next day seems to beckon straight away) yet i would be tossing and turning for hours or whatever trying to get to sleep, in my head he was a day ahead, everyone was a day ahead, they were unwrapping there presents (and possibly mine) and unless i could force myself to sleep they would always be ahead of me.
how slow time must have gone for my gran, yet now shes ahead of me, shes already onto the next expedition but im not going to force myself to sleep like on christmas eve, because i know she will wait for me before opening her presents.
